TAHUN BARU, 2025 - BEGIN AGAIN?

 Saya menulis entry kali ini sambil mendengar lagu Begin Again - Taylor Swift.

Actually lagu ni just sebab dia mention dia begin again on wednesday, and kebetulan 01 Januari 2025 kan jatuh on Wednesday. Haha. Lol tahpape je. It's just something dekat socmed HAHAHA.

Anyway, 'Begin Again' is actually a good thing untuk kita fikir balik. 

Idk about you guys, but for me, 2024 quite, entahlah. Difficult, maybe. Cause I, yeah. I always try my best and do the best yang I boleh buat. Tak give up, or maybe susah untuk give up.

But this year, I mean 2024, last year., I kinda felt like giving up so so so much. I had to bear something yang berat, yang mana buat I terfikir, 'I had to do this again?' 

Like, apa yang salah? What did I do wrong sampaikan kena handle lagi benda yang sama, yang sangat berat untuk diatasi and yeah, I really wanna give up. And no one really knows that. Except for some people and I glad to have them in my life. Walaupun I bear the 'pain' alone, but their presence at least sejukkan sikit my heart. Haha (Gosh berkaca pulak mata ni :'P).

Just one of my fav photo for 2024, GenZ melepak kat Putrajaya :P

So lagu ni kind of reminds me to, maybe acknowledge, that "It is okay to begin again." And it is also okay if you still can't figure out your life for 2025 yet. It is okay :).

Walaupun I really hope this year (2025) will bring more goodness for me, to maybe know someone new, doing something new, discover something new, and to succeed and found a way to get out of this mess.

Actually I kinda found something new around end of last year. And also tengah working on something new for this year. But I tanak inform lagi, cause I prefer to, bagi benda tu settle dulu baru announce haha. 

And tbh, I don't really know what I wanna achieve like azam tahun baru blablabla, not until now. I just wish I could stay living and live a good life for this year. Haha boleh ke camtu? Well, cause I got a lot of things untuk I re-discover balik. Especially to know myself better and to entertain myself better. 

Well, maybe that could be my azam 2025, kan?

Let's Begin Again, shall we? 
*hugs. 

Bye for now! Selamat tahun baru, buat semua. :)