HEALING POTIONS THROUGH SONGS

 You know what, at this rate of my life, it felt like I wanna talk to my therapist.

Am I doing something good for myself or am I actually destroying myself real good?

I mean, well, there's something yang I takleh reveal here cause idk who are my readers lol but yeah.

-- update: 

It's been a long time since I last listen to TS songs but today it felt like it. So from a song to another, it made me feeling a little better and better. It's not that I was feeling broken like before but the words in her songs somehow healed me, eventho I wasn't broken this time.

Her words, somehow soothe something in me. Maybe there are things that I didn't know better on how to put in words, but she does. She did well in her songs.

Yeah. Her songs does have some healing portions. And now all I'm feeling was All Too Well ~

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Tadi I was actually rasa serabut, feeling sad but idk why. I can't study can't even look at my notes. Now it felt like falling in love all over again eventho I was listening to her sad songs. I mean not Reputation Album but Red, and stuff from Willow (I forgot the name of the album haha)  now I feel better all over again alhamdulillah <3

The best part was to sing ALL TOO WELL 10 MINS VERSION while looking at the mirror, pretending I'm the most broken person in that MV tapi lepas tu rasa lega. Walaupun technically I was doing fine rn.

Also lagu Clean, lagu tu gosh you should listen to it and watch the lyrics and understand, I rasa pernah tulis pasal lagu tu, and I think kenapa rasa healed was because the songs start dengan things yang menyakitkan, tapi lepas tu ada music yang soothing and redha yang mana secara tak langsung membantu otak kita release some dopamine perhaps? idk, not a researcher utk lagu but yeah.