THE UNSPOKEN WORDS

 

 

I’ve been writing a lot, sharing my thoughts here and there. And for a moment, I asked myself,

‘Is there any unspoken words that only those who asked you, that will know that?’

 

Somehow I feel like, there’s nothing remains a secret in my life. I used to tell people about what I feel, how I’m doing, what did I do, and all.

 

In my defense, they might learn something from it.

 

I mean, yeah.

I thought I’m a strong person as people always tell me.

 

But, the more I share, the more they saw the vulnerable part in me.

 

For one part, I feel like, ‘It’s good, at least people know that I’m not as strong as they thought.’

 

But then I remembered something,

‘What are the things that remains a secret between me and God? Between me and my doctors/therapist? Between and me,.. and… idk, myself? The unspoken words between you and God? The things that you wished you can tell Him but He already knows, so it remains silent and just as a wish and silent prayer.

 

The things that is too hard to handle, till you have no words left for it but just asking strength from Him, and so that He helps you through it. Ah…

The unspoken battle.