Just silly update cause I can

 So, right now, I'm all alone, in a cafe, where we once date. Yea, it's kinda wrong to ajak people first time jumpa dekat our fav places. And here I am, reminiscing those memories wengweng. Haha. 


So kenapa I tulis sini kalau I dah tulis pasal move on?


1. Sebab dah deactivate IG for good.

2. Sebab blog I, suka hati I lah :P

3. Sebab I nak bagitahu u guys, 'It is okay to feel you miss someone one day and the other day you lepak gelak macam takde masalah and another time menangis sorang-sorang bucu cafe tempat you guys pernah dating' - kahkahkah.


I mean, this is life, and this is what I sign up for -- I tahu I yang gatal nak buka hati dekat orang, nak izinkan untuk bercinta semula and even for 2 DAYS (YES 2 HARI JE LOL) tapi it still haunt me like there's no stop to it. HAHAHA.


Ha, silakan gelak  kalau nak gelak. Ada orang cakap, 2 hari bukan bercinta. Well, I know what I feel and I know the feeling still a feeling. 


So, it could be love, it could be attachment, it could be anything, it could be just craziness for 2 days but I know it happened and I know it was more than that -- AT LEAST FOR ME. 


So, info yang I nak kasitau korang kat sini adalah -- your feelings are valid walaupun the other party tak validate perasaan you, not long enough for other people to call it love but for me, it is what it is.


And I no longer denying the feelings and I also tak terlalu melayan, tak membiarkan diri I tenggelam tapi just enough untuk I rasa apa yang badan I pilih untuk merasa.


Adios!


MQ

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